I'm in so deep.
I'm drowning.
Choking on my words,
Struggling with my thoughts.
Falling...
But it doesn't feel as i imagine it would.
No cold cruel air beating against my face.
No voice in my head telling me i'm going to die.
No life flashing before my very eyes.
No way to live.
No way...
No way to get out alive.
A feeling of numbness envelopes my soul.
Soaking me with darkness,
Dragging me into the depths below.
Barely able to breathe,
Suffocating and convulsing in my own debris.
I'm fighting a battle i know i'll lose.
I'm in too deep.
I can't go back.
No running away.
No safe place to stay.
No lights glimmering at the end to warm...
No way to win,
No way,
No way to conquer the being that is "I."
About Me
- Sagnacious Deeds
- -I like people, i like things but most of all i like boats because they go places. -Sagal means sun showers. Or summer rain as i like to think of it. "Do you know what a summer rain is? To start with, pure beauty striking the summer sky, awe filled respect absconding with your heart, a feeling of insignificance at the very heart of the sublime, so fragile and swollen with the majesty of things, trapped, ravished, amazed by the bounty of the world." - The Elegance of the Hedgehog (Muriel Barbery)
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