Weakened By My Needs

Weakened by my needs,
Struggling to find a means,
To continue with this journey,
That will lead to the power within.
Pain and strife dismissed,
Plenty more torture to witness.
Followed by a kiss; meant to keep me alive?
Why? To find solace in your abandonment?
To hold me hostage from my dreams?
Tie me up and victimize me, leaving me with nothing.
Gasping for air, while holding my breath.
Nothing to clasp on to, nothing to accomplish.
Your feelings for me have gone astray…
There’s nothing left, you’ve made your bed now lay!
Taunting the misfortunate, those fools who choose to love.
Taking advantage of their naive feelings.
Feeding on their compassionate souls, taking all sucking it dry.
Unforgivable your deeds will go, I’ll take them to my grave.
Scheming and planning my sought-out revenge,
The destination of your fate will remain unforgettable till the end…

Unforgettable till the end, remember when I considered you a friend?
Unspoken promises of loyalty,
I was a puzzle that only you could comprehend.
You figured me out, satisfied my needs…
Whispered me sweet nothings, comforted me to sleep.
I relied on you, like the air that I breathe.
The things I see now were impossible to visualize then.
You taught me to observe through rose tinted glasses.
The worlds a game, just like the one you played me for…
A complete charade, it’s all in your mind yet I’m forced to play along.
You coerced me into acting like a puppet on a stick…
With not much a brain and hardly any wit.
Your morals are unknown of; your ethics ceases to exist.
You live in a world empty of logic, reliant on other forms of rationality.
You’re constantly surrounded by a nostalgic air.
Being with you has caused me to loose all dignity…
Head hung low,
Weakened by my needs,
Struggling to find a means…
To my end.